Momiji-kun

Revival of Perry's blog

2008-12-02T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha! I am finally reviving my blog thanks to ivor :D :D :D hahahas he encouraged me (kinda) to start my blog again! Now is the holidays for us students, but it's really boring for me. I have been rotting at home. But today, Jessica saved me :D hahahas she called me out for dinner although SHE WAS LATE. But ohh well... So today I met Shu Yin, Sandra, Brandon and Jessica at takashimaya. We ate crystal jade (:D) then we went downstairs to munch on the snacks :D

After that we went Far East Plaza where Jessica got her hair extension (hot sexy pink!) then I went with Brandon to Orchard MRT to top up his ez-link and came home with him

Tomorrow gonna meet Jessica and some other friends tomorrow in the afternoon! hahas looking forward to it! :D

Back from loola~

2007-07-30T02:53:00.001-07:00

Ok... so i'm back from loola... after 6 days. I bought 2 pineapples and 2 boxes filled with tea bags as souveinrs :D Anyway, I'm just typing this to keep this blog alive... lols... if i need to talk about loola it will really take forever. But basically, the camp was good just that some people totally ruined it... but ohh well! :D

Sigh...

2007-07-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

Sigh I dun wanna go for the Bintan trip... so sianz... what else can i say? sigh...

Tuesday... MINDS

2007-07-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

Well...today was another ordinary school day for me. First lesson, english. Did mystery stories... when my friends were reading the story out loud... so boring... i wanted to sleep lahx!!! lols... Ok... and then... luckily i made through it without sleeping at all!!! hahahahahahax....

After that was break! Ate Glutinous Rice and nuggets! Yummy Yummy! After that was Chinese. Also quite boring... sigh ~_~ Still managed to survive through it... hahahax... then was Religious Education... i also wanted to sleep. Dun know why so tired... maybe the previous night did not sleep well... sigh ~_~ Luckily, i also survived through that. Then was lunch. Ate rice, tofu and chicken. Really good!!!

Last lesson was Geography. Ok lahx... wasn't that boring... did some work in groups... so it wasn't that bad. After that, i went to do my social service... MINDS! Today all groups made some pastries for the clients. My group did bread for the clients in front of them... we put peanut butter and strawberry jam and gave the clients to eat the bread. Some of them didn't eat... but some of them ate 2. The whole loaf of bread was finished by the clients! They are really good! :D :D Then we brought them to the bus, said byebye and then had a little meeting with our teacher, then we returned to school and i came home!!! Then i made my father angry... OK... i won't say any further... byebye!!!

A new beginning?

2007-07-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

Well, today i went back to school after my 5 weeks school holiday. Like i mentioned in my previous post, didn't want the holidays to end!!! sigh... but everything has to come to an end. So...

Well, i wrote in my previous post that there are two things worth looking forward to today. One is to see all my friends that i haven't seen in 5 weeks. So, that was a happy thing. Second is to see who my new maths teacher is.

Well, he is a male teacher... tht that our new maths teacher was to be a female teacher >.< Well, he's more strict than my previous maths teacher but still ok. Quite nice too :D So... at least he isn't that kind of really bad bad teacher... so i'm happy :D

Anyway, today our class got 2 new students... both guys! Woohoo! Defeat the girls! Lols... the girls felt kinda disappointed... no more ally i guess? Haha... well, i welcome them to our school and hope they have a happy time here :D Then we got a new timetable... but the arrangements of our lesson didn't change... just got a new timetable because of the new teacher... had to change the name of the teacher below the subject 'maths' mahx... so give new one lorx :D Hahax...

Then i had normal lessons... First was chinese... handed up my hw... heard my friend's excuse and couldn't be bothered. He hates chinese and doesn't do his chinese hw at all. Well... i have tried knocking some sense into his head but apparently it didn't work. So... then had break... ate fishball noodles! Yummy! Then i had maths lesson... started on chapter 9... drawing graphs... ok lahx... just a bit tedious!!! ~_~ Then was science... continued our topic... chemistry! Patterns of reactivity! Did some experiements... to see displacement reactions. And then was lunch!!!

After lunch we had english lesson. Finally, our english teacher is back!!! Hahax... he hurt his back and his new baby just came into this world... so... he didn't come before the holidays for over a month i think. So, glad that he's back! But he said next week he has to do an operation so he won't be in school... AGAIN... but he already set us work for next week... and it's not an easy task. How to finish? Very long task lehx!!! ~_~ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Somebody save me!!! Then was end of school. Supposed to have yearbook CCA... but in the end didn't. Hahahahahahahaha! My mother was busy with my sister at her university so i waited for them to come... waited for about half an hour. My sister also came to pick me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Once in a full blue moon ~_~I did my science homework and my maths homework while waiting! Wanted to finish my maths homework but couldn't finish... then came home then realised i forgot to bring back my maths textbook!!! Wanted to finish lahx... so i just ask my friend to put in my locker lorx... Sigh ~_~ later he gonna tell me the questions... so ok lahx...

Ok... that's my report for today! Hope that more inetersting things will happen tomorrow! :D :D Bye now!

Back to school... :(

2007-07-08T02:54:00.001-07:00

Well, tomorrow's back to school for me. Sigh... don't wanna go back to school lahx... When at the start of the holidays or when you feel really bored during the holidays, you really want to get back to school as soon as possible. After all, at least you have your friends with you and stuff. Though the lessons might not be to your liking, but at least you still have your buddies around you... and that's so much better than sitting at home and being all alone.

But well, the last week has been really eventful for me... and if the holdiays were longer... i will totally enjoy that. At this point, I just dun wanna go back to school... even after 1 more month... 2 more months... i dun wanna go back to school!!! But ohh well... the fact of life is that i gotta go back to school. If I don't... I won't be able to survive in this society in the future when i grow up.

So, I just gotta resign to my fate huh? Well... one thing worth thinking about is that I am going to see all my friends that I have not seen for 5 weeks, except those three who i met during the holidays :D Well, that's the only thing! Ah there's another thing! Our maths teacher resigned from our school when the holidays started. So that means a new maths teacher will be coming in to take our class. Well, we know that that teacher is a... female i think... it was mentioned in the school's newsletter. But I wonder how is her character and personality. Really eager to find that out! Hope that she is a really nice teacher who is really amiable and easy to talk to! I believe that teachers and students should share like a friends relationship... of course there should be certain limitations between this friendship... well... i would say, a slightly different friendship that we can share! :D Hope that she is a really nice teacher! Well, I'll tell you guys more tomorrow! Byez! :D

New blogskin put up!!!

2007-07-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

Well, as you guys can see... i have put a new blogskin up. I got this blogskin from www.blogskins.com~

This picture is about an anime... called Kyou Kara Maou, in English called God Save Our King. Hahax... just letting u guys knwo if you guys interested in the anime or something.

Well, finally, I want to thank the person who made this blogskin! Really nice! Thank you so much!!!

Friends~

2007-06-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, a few of my friends came to my house to play! :D For those of you who don't know, my school holidays are still on, so that is why my friends were able to come to play. Well, i should have asked them to come earlier. All of us had a fun time together!!! Now my holidays still got 1 week then gonna finish le. I really hope that we can have another fun time before school starts! Once school starts no time to ask friends to come to my house to play le. Everybody will be busy with schoolwork, CCA and social service.

The earliest person who came reached my house at about 10.15am. We called the other friend who was suppose to come and he was on his bed!!! They were suppose to come around 10am-10.30am. Aiyoh... that person ahx... pig ahx! Haha... anyway, so we ask him to get out of bed and ask him to reach my house by 11am. He say can lahx, but in the end he reached about 11.30am+. Well, better late than never ~_~ at least he still came!

Well we were waiting for the 2nd friend to arrive, me and my friend talking to our schoolmate on msn. He found out that i invited 2 of my friends and say i so mean!!! never invite him! Well, so i invited him over! Paiseh paiseh... hahax... well, like i said, better late than never! At least i invited him! So he told me that he will have lunch with his family before coming over! I'm glad that after he came he had a fun time with the Nintendo Wii!

My friends played golf, tennis, baseball, bowling & boxing on the Wii. I'm really glad that they enjoyed it! And thanks to my friend that played my nintendo ds game for me, though he didn't finish it for me! Hahahax... The golf game on the Wii was so irritating, everytime the ball so near the hole then when my friends hit, the ball will go over the hole and go to the other side... Aiyoh... then even worse, my friend 3 times consecutively had water hazard, which means that the ball entered the water. In the end, if i dun remember wrongly, the game ask him to give up! lols... but i guess he still continued ~_~

Well, I had a fun time, and I believed they had a fun time! I'm just giving a rough account of what happened. Many things happened like we played truth or dare & we ordered KFC! Woohoo! Ok lahx, I gotta go! Talkz to you guys later! :D

I'm sick...

2007-06-03T12:49:00.000-07:00

Sigh! I have fallen ill, just at the start of my holidays. As some of you know, my holiday starts from the 2nd of June. And today, on the 3rd of June, I am feeling not good, and that isn't good. I guess I just don't know when is the time to go see a doctor and i'm unlucky. A few days before school ended, i already had a sore throat, but I thought as long as I drank more water, I will be alright. Well, I made a wrong judgement, and has resulted into today's mental and phyiscal torture... SICK! And I'm not really sure what illness this is... I had this really bad headache this morning & afternoon, and a bad sore throat... probably a flu? Now at 3.54am, on 4th June, I don't really feel I have a headache but I have a feeling that I want to vomit. If that feeling disappears, then I feel really hot... now it's both. I couldn't sleep... that's why I'm blogging now. From 11.30 to now... I only slept for one hour... just couldn't have a good sleep. Have no idea why. And I don't feel tired... as in not the normal type of tired. I don't feel that. I don't know why... weird huh... I think when the sun rises, I will be so tired that I will be sleeping. I'm turning nocturnal. Lols. I guess I can't sleep partly because I woke up at 12pm+ yesterday, which is 3rd of June. Well, hope this illness will just go away asap, so that I can enjoy my holidays! HOLIDAYS!

Scout Camp

2007-04-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

Harlo! Sorry I did not update my blog! Well, i had a scout camp last weekend, means from 14 to 15 April. I know it is kinda late to talk about it. But never mind. It will be interesting.

Well, our camp was suppose to start at 10am, according to the letter that was given to us by our teachers. But on friday, 13th April, when the sky was dark and I was busy packing my stuff for my camp, my friend smsed me to tell me that it was actually at 9am. Ohh man! I thought 10am, so good lah, can sleep until 9am. But then, this excitement or rather, happiness was smashed when my friend smsed me to tell me that the camp started at 9am.

Ok, so the next day came and the first day of camp started. We had a nice start actually. At 9am, when a lot of people still weren't at school, we started playing cards :D It was really fun and a nice way to start off the day don't you think? Then 10am soon came, and we received some scout 'teachings' from two volunteers, one of which i am sure that he is a parent of a student in our school. The other, I am super not sure. Anyway, after that, we had our flag-raising ceremony. We said the scout promise, sang the scout hymn, etc. It really felt like a really formal, elaborate and of utmost importance ceremony then. After that, we played a game. Everybody should be familiar with this, treasure hunt. My group could not or answered a few questions wrongly, so we had to go back to the place where the answer is and memorise it. The second time we went to answer the questions, we got through!

After that, we had a morning tea. But this morning tea wasn't that relaxing after all. We had to eat oranges... and we had to take out all the orange from inside, because we just cut the top of the orange. Why didn't we just peel the whole orange skin out? Because we wanted to use this orange to cook a little cake at night, by putting the uncooked cake fluid into the orange and letting it cook. Well, I had some difficulty getting all the orange out, but well, I got through it. I got some help from my friends though :D

After our short but fulfilling break was over, we had to pitch up our tents. Well, we need to sleep somewhere at night don't we? We set it up, and then we learnt how to make a fire with wood. But we cheated a bit :D Didn't really do it the traditional way. After that, we had to make a sedan chair. We got a chair and we had to tie two poles onto the chair. That way, you can carry the chair. So we did that, and we kinda risked our life to let our friends carry us up into the air, praying to God that we will not fall. I know we are noble... trusting our friends, entrusting our life with them. Anyway, after that, we had lunch! We are gluttons aren't we! >.< Well, lunch didn't just come... we had to cook it with bunsen burners. Maggie noodles! hahahahahahahaha... nice lunch don't you think? I took the one with vegetarian soup... because the rest I don't eat... either spicy or whatever lah. Cook cook cook... eat eat eat... then we got to get back into business.

Well, for what happened for the rest of the day........................................................ I'll keep it to tomorrow! I will update tomorrow! So remember to come and read! See ya! ^_^

Just to inform you...

2007-04-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hello! I am going for holiday until Wednesday. So most probably I won't be able to update my blog. So... bye! I will try to create a new post on Wednesday night when I arrive back in Singapore, or thursday morning. See ya!

A trip to MINDS

2007-04-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to MINDS. One of my group members did not come, so my group was left with 3 people for today. We played a game called 'Parachute' with the clients. However, not all the clients were able to play this game. Thus, only a few members played with us the game. We tried to keep the two balls on a cloth. You know... the cloth that we use to play the game where we run under the cloth to go another spot around the outside of the cloth. The balls just kept flying out of the cloth. One client enjoyed retrieving the balls. But, she liked to hold onto the balls and refused to give it to us the first few times when we needed to retrieve the ball. After a few times, we asked her to throw the ball. Then she will throw the ball and then we have to go retrieve it because she could not throw it onto the cloth. It was quite funny. After that, we made the clients in our group to sit in a circle together and we gave the clients two balls. We asked them to pass and throw the balls around. We guided them along to throw and pass the ball. One of my group members, Ben, held a client's hand and aimed the ball at my other group member, Bryan. It was a very enjoyable time. Though the time with the clients were short, I believe in quality, not quantity. I look forward to seeing them the following week.

Day at school... once again

2007-04-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

Monday... Blue Monday... back to school... I had English, Maths, Chinese and Science lessons today! After which, I had yearbook. Nothing much really happened in school today. I have nothing to say! Tomorrow I will have more to type. After all, tomorrow I have social service. Well, just to give you an introduction on my social service. I am doing social service weekly at MINDS (Clementi), Movement for the Intellectually Disabled of Singapore. The clients there range in ages, but they have a mind of a child. We are fortunate to be normal people, to be able to understand what is around us and what is going around the world. For them, they have to be specially trained to know how to take care of their daily routines, such as brushing their teeth, bathing, etc. It takes time, effort, patience and determination to be able to train the clients. And I really admire the staff at the various MINDS centre. They really put their heart, their soul into taking care of the clients. I have done so little compared to them. But a little counts, as long as it comes from the heart. Tomorrow I'm going there, and I am going to play a game with them, along with my group members. I hope that they will enjoy it. Lastly, I look forward to tomorrow's social service.

Revival of my blog!

2007-04-01T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! Ok, one more attempt to revive my blog once again. Now, I am in SJI International. I have joined Scouts and just went for my 1 star Kayaking course. And, on the last weekend of april, I will be going to Bintan for 3 day 2 night stay... to of course, experience something that is part and parcel of scouts. School has been great for me so far. The teachers at my school are nice and friendly. Fellow students are also very friendly. Really nice people we have in SJI International. Anyway, I will try my best to post on my blog everyday. For now, this shall be all! Bye!

Excursion!

2006-12-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow I am going to attend this holiday camp. Actually, I don't feel like going. I guess I'm not confident and I'm afraid that I will make a fool of myself in like some of the activities like bowling, swimming, etc. Sigh. 80% is I don't want to go. The other 20% is that I am scared that I will make a fool of myself lor. Sigh. I don't wanna go because my wish cannot be fulfilled, so my mood isn't very good. That's why. The holiday camp got even 8 years old one lor. I don't know how am I gonna interact with those young kids. At least got a 14-year-old person who will be attending the camp. I feel slightly better. But still, although my father say that everybody who will be going for this camp are amateurs at all the various activities like bowling, swimming, etc. But still, I'm really lousy at all these sports. Ultimately, I'm really scared that I will make a fool of myself. If I really know that everybody is really amateurs at all the sports, then 50% gone lor. Then I will feel more confident and will feel happier to go for this camp. After all, I don't really believe that everybody will be amateurs at the sports, especially the 14-year-old person. That person is like the only person that I can talk to, i think. So if he isn't a amateur, I will so make a fool of myself. Ahahahahah! Because he's like Sec 2... Next year gonna be Sec 3. So I don't think he will be that amateur at the sports right? So how?!? AHAH!

I'm sad

2006-12-03T05:21:00.000-08:00

I'm sad...I'm sad... Chances are so remote. I don't think there will be any possibility to fulfill my end-of-year wish. Sigh... I'm really sad.

Flight Simulation

2006-11-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

Sorry that I never really update. Nothing much to say, and of course, as always, partly lazy. Well, last wednesday, if I don't remember wrongly, I attended a course regarding flight simulation. It's not like you sit in a simulator and makes you feel that you are in a aeroplane, jet, etc. It is a computer game. Of course, during the course, I did not only had practical, but also had theory. The theory was very hard to absorb, at least for me. The theory that the instructor was teaching is like Sec 3, Sec 4 and even JC standard. Basically, 100% of theory, 95% i couldn't absorb. The remaining 5% leh, is about how to play the computer game lor. The controls, what you need to know and so on. Those are the only stuff that I absorbed during the whole theory lesson. Well, the instructor let us play with the 2004 edition. But just 2 days ago, I bought the latest edition. It's really cool! I bought a joystick to be able to get more kick from the game. But well, I'm still having trouble landing a plane on the right lane at a airport. Paiseh paiseh. But i'm doing well! Heehee... okz lah, I gotta go! Perhaps some of you would like to try out the game? If you need further details, just tag on my tagboard. Byez~

My Day Report

2006-11-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

Well...now according to my clock, it is 12.01am. In Singapore lah of course. So it is thursday, 9th November 2006 already. So yesterday, on wednesday, 8th November 2006, I woke up quite late. I won't say the exact timing...kinda embarrassing>.<. Anyway, I went for maths tuition, and I went for 4 hours. Ohh man! It was just hard to tolerate. You know why I went for 4 hours? It is because got one week lessons on wednesday were cancelled by the tuition centre, so we have to arrange for replacement. So, since today I have to go for my normal 2 hours. Plus I replaced the lesson that I missed. Add altogether will be 4 hours liao lor. But sigh...it was so hard to tolerate. Even worse, I was doing algebra for the first half of the lesson lor. I had to sorta plea with my teacher to let me do something else, since I finished the section of that topic, expansion. My teacher was nice...haha...so I got to do Rate, Ratio and Proportion. Secondary 1 work lah. But it was good practice, good revision I would say. But then, one of my classmate said that, "You should have chose statistics". At first, I really felt I was so muddle-headed to not think of asking my teacher to let me do statistics. But then again, I feel that statistics is quite troublesome. After all, you have to draw and draw and draw. Sometimes all the numbers makes me get a headache. Besides, I was already doing the rate, ratio and proportion worksheet, so I didn't brood on it too much.

The worksheet on rate, ratio and proportion got a certain level of difficulty though. I don't think I will have a easy time completing it. Wish me good luck! Haha~

Just Idle Talk~

2006-11-07T07:59:00.000-08:00

Well...today wasn't an interesting day for me...so i don't really have much to talk about, to regards to today's happenings. Well, then that's talk about something else. Let's talk about the show that has been quite a hit, Princess Hours. I hope everybody likes that show, because I love it! Haha... I feel that the cast were chosen really wisely, and they are really suited for their various roles in the show.

However, according to an article on wikipedia, the main cast will not be appearing in season 2 of Princess Hours. I'm quite sad about that fact. They are really suited for their various roles, and just when you develop that kind of passion or maybe interest in the characters, the cast changes. I mean... they are so suited for their various roles, and it's like you just kind of feel sad and feel that it is a pity that the cast is changed. You know... I don't really know how to describe it lah...

So, I'm kinda sad that the original cast will not return. Sometimes, it makes me feel kind of unwilling to watch season 2 of Princess Hours. But well, i'm sure that season 2 will be nice. Since I can't change the fact that the original cast won't be coming back, I might as well accept it right? And look forward to the next season...maybe the next season may be even better! Haha...

Ok lah, this is just my personal feeling. It just feels like kinda of a pity. But never mind! I'm sure that season 2 will be better, and more hilarious! Haha... Ok lah, I gotta go. Byez~

Hey~

2006-11-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

Harloz everybody! I'm really sorry I never update my blog. Seriously, there isn't much to write about my day. I practically do the same thing everyday, especially if it is a school day. But no frets! My school holidays started quite a while back, so I will try to make every day of my life interesting, so that you guys will have something interesting to read.

Anyway, yesterday, 5th November 2006, I celebrated my birthday. That isn't the exact date. But due to certain reasons, I celebrated my birthday yesterday. It was a simple birthday celebration, with the whole family gathering together and have a happy dinner together. Of course, I received a lotttttttt of presents. Haha... But that isn't the matter that has made me so happy. The thing that is most worthy to be happy of is that the family could get together, and have a dinner together. I love that feeling. It gives a sense of warmth, a sense of belonging. You can go around telling people, "I have a home! I have a family!" It just feels so warm inside. I hope everybody else feels this way too. Haha... I'm so sentimental right? hahaha...

Anyway, tomorrow my sister will be having one of her 'A' level papers. After tomorrow, it will be quite vigorous. Almost everyday she will have to sit for a paper. So here I wish her the best of luck and hope she passes with flying colours. Also, I hope that everybody enjoys their holidays. Go for courses, go for programmes to enrich yourself. Cherish this holiday. Don't just stay at home and stick your hands to your keyboard, and don't stick your eyes on the monitor of course. Go outside and learn something. After all, time is money ya know. Haha... Ok lah, I don't wanna be so naggy, like your mother like that. >.< Haha... Here, I wish everybody a very pleasant and fulfilling holiday. And those that are having their 'A' level examinations or any other examinations, I wish you the best of luck!

Sigh!

2006-09-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! I so good now right? Yesterday update, then today I update again. I will try to update my blog everyday! Now, I would like to write down my maple trouble again. I am getting very sad because of wizard lor.

Yesterday I wrote that my friend has a level 60 ice and lightning wizard right? I still feel it is such a pity lor. If I told my friend earlier, then maybe I could have gotten that wizard. Can wear so many earrings, from blue moon to pansy, so on and so forth. Then can wear white seraphis, and can hold thorns. I feel so sad lor. Now my wizard in cassopeia only level 31. I understand the fact that no pain, no gain. But... Ok, never mind. But he gave me a level 49 wizard in bootes. Why am I so insistent on having a ice and lightning wizard in cassopeia? And also a high level one? It is partly because I wish to play with my uncle, with his level 52 spearman. Then can go and kill the same monster together. But sigh, it wil take me a long time to catch up with him.

I am so stressed over studies, CCA and now this thing has to worsen my mood. I practically can't get this matter off my mind. Sigh...somebody help me! I feel like erupting!

Life is full of uncertainty

2006-09-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! Sorry I have not update my blog for so long. I hope everybody had a wonderful teacher's day. Also, I hope that everybody is having a pleasant holiday(only to students).

Well, remember I always wrote that I want a wizard? Well, I do have one now in cassopeia. However, only level 31. I want level 40!!! Haha...me, being a lazy pig!!!, is too lazy to train. I only trained 1 level. My friend helped me with the magician part. You know, actually he had a level 60 wizard in cassopeia, but too bad, he gave it to his friend already. He gave it to his friend for his birthday, just this March! Hahax...that's why I always say, life is full of uncertainty. Level 60 can wear so many earrings lor...heehee...from this you can see that I love wearing the earrings in maplestory! =P Well, everytime I think that he had a level 60 wizard, I will feel so sad. Kinda like "aiyah! Missed it" that kinda thing. Oh well, can't help it lah hor?

And tomorrow, I have CO practice. Yeah, holiday practice. I'm scared about my conductor again. Of course, due to several reasons. I have been having sleepless nights lor... Even during exams, I feel not so scared and stressed than now. I hope tomorrow he won't come, let everybody go to school and really practice first. After all, our exam just finish. And after exam, everybody will just be going out with their friends, or playing computer all day. Lol. I hope he can give us a session of warm-up first. Haha...at least he won't be so disappointed and so infuriated when he comes on another day.

Well, life is full of uncertainty. And of course, I can't control whether he will be coming tomorrow or not. I will just practice a bit tomorrow, and just let fate decide it all.

National Day!

2006-08-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

Yay! National Day is coming! But you know...I have been having stomachaches when I reach school at about 7am-7.05am and I hope tomorrow I won't have stomachache in school because I hope it will be a perfect day tomorrow. I hope that tomorrow I go to school, sit in class until assembly and then attend assembly then participate in the celebration. I don't want to have stomachache in school!!! Please!!! Ok, I gotta go liao! I just hope I won't have stomachache! And, Happy National Day Singapore!

Sigh! Life is so full of worries!

2006-08-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! Sorry I never update my blog for the past few days. Just a brief account of what I have been doing for the last few days. Last friday night, I had the founder's day performance. Average performance. Not very good though. However, it was a good experience. It was my very first proper performance with a yangqin. Felt very excited. I really look forward to the next performance that I will be having.

Saturday just slacked around. Heeheee... Then Sunday I did homework, rest and got ready for the next day, for the next day I had to go to school. On Monday I finished school and went home to prepare for tuition. Tuesday had to stay in school till 6pm+, had Chinese Orchestra. And today is Wednesday! Went to school, went out for lunch with my mother and my sister. Went home and then got prepared for my tuition.

Well, I'm a bit worried about tomorrow. Actually, tomorrow suppose to be quite a good day, except that I have Chinese Orchestra and my conductor most probably should be coming. Of course, I'm scared because I'm scared of my conductor. Then today, during PE lesson, one of the PE teacher said that tomorrow will have 5 items re-test at 3pm. Luckily, a few told us that we have to attend our respective CCAs. He said that he would start the session earlier and give us priority and will start at 2.30pm. But still, I am suppose to report at the music room at 2.30pm. Nevertheless, I feel a bit scared because tomorrow that after the session, maybe about 2.45pm-3pm. But then I have to change back to my school uniform. I would be quite late, and I'm quite scared of my conductor saying that wah...fail...haha...that kinda thing. He is quite of a sarcastic person.

Well, I hope that tomorrow they will cancel the re-test session. After all, not everybody knows. So some people won't bring their PE shorts and that would be bad. I guess the school wants to clear everybody at once right? I hope that they would make the re-test session at another day.

Anyway, there is no point in thinking about it. Just hope that they would change the re-test session to another day. I just hope for the best! And I hope I won't get scolded by my conductor!

I love my sis! And I feel scared about something else

2006-07-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

My sister helped me look for the shirt for my founder's day concert. At first, i bought two shirts but it was not the correct colour. You know...for those two shirts, I scoped the whole Raffles City Shopping Centre and could not find the shirt. Finally, as I went to my grandmother's house to eat dinner at Tampines, i went to tampines mall and found two colours which they call as maroon. I feel a bit bad because my father, mother and even my auntie to accompany me to go around and look with me together. Then today I bought the two shirts to school, and it isn't the exact colour. One of the teacher-in-charge of Chinese Orchestra said that i had to change the shirt to the exact colour, because i am sitting in front. I went just now to get the shirt at John Little. I hope I got the correct one. I must really thank my sis for searching for the numbers of John Little and searching where there are John Little shops and even helped me to call the stores to check whether there is any stock. I must really thank her! I love her! And I love my whole family for supporting me! Even my brother because he gave me his full mental support! And just a short brief of what i'm scared about. I'm scared about tomorrow's orchestra practice because my conductor should be coming. On Tuesday i couldn't play the song that I haven't even tried playing, and he said that he will "kill" me. He said by next week I will have to learn the song so actually i don't need to be scared right? After all, next tuesday then i must know how to play the song. Sigh...ok...i gotta go and sleep liao. Hope that everything will turn out well tomorrow! Ok...byez!

Sigh....

2006-07-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

Sigh... Tomorow got PE... I hope we won't be doing any running lor. Today we just did 2.4km run. Tired-out liao lor...if tomorrow need to do running, wah!!! Don't know how leh!!! Secondly, tomorrow my teacher is going to go through our latest maths test. I know that I will do badly because I forgot one of the formula that is related to the topic. And a lot of questions required that formula to answer. I know I will fail... it is for sure... actually, I'm not very worried about that. What I am worried about is that my maths teacher, saying that since we will compare our marks with our classmates once we get our test papers, he might as well read out everybody's marks in class for everybody. I don't want that to happen! I will do very badly for this test. I just hope that my teacher won't read our marks out to the whole class. Sigh...

I want a wizard!!!

2006-07-21T20:41:00.000-07:00

I want a ice and lightning wizard in maplestory! But yet, I have not enough determination to train a magician to level 30. To some people, it is very easy. To me, it is extremely hard. I also don't know why leh. But I don't like long training hours...somehow, it feels tedious. But yet, to get a wizard in maplestory, you have to endure that training to attain your goal. How I wish somebody will just come to me or call me and say, "ok, I help you train" or "ok, I give you this account lah". But of course, it's just a fantasy. Yes, I admit that I am kind of lazy to a certain extent, but I don't really want to train so long. And only Friday evening and weekends then I can play. Now I feel so sad. All because of my desire. Sometimes, I feel so sad until I don't have appetite to eat, and many others. Sigh... I wish somebody could come and help me now. Sigh...

AHAHAHAHAHAH! I'm scared!!!

2006-07-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody. I'm sorry that I did not update my blog for such a long time. Anyway, I'm scared. Tomorrow is my school's open house and being in the chinese orchestra, of course I have to perform. However, I am only sec 1, and I'm not up to the mark yet, and I am not very good at playing some songs. At first the committee of the chinese orchestra in my school told me that I don't need to go. But just now, when we were having break during our practice, they suddenly came to tell me that I have to go tomorrow! I was stunned, shocked, at a loss of what to do! I know why they want me to go. They are afraid that if my senior can't arrive, then I will have to take over. Because yangqin only got 2 of us. So naturally, they will be more worried that if he can't reach in time, there will be nobody to play the yangqin and the orchestra will not be complete, and they can't play the songs with a complete melody. However, I'm afraid. Some songs I'm ok with them. I have practiced a few of the songs that we will be playing tomorrow. We will be playing roughly around 6-7 songs lor. I only know maybe 3? Just now I practiced from 7pm-8pm, and I just can't get the notes right. It is too fast! To hit the note fast and to change your hand position, it is not easy. Of course, I also don't wanna go. It's a saturday! But most important of all, I am not prepared for it. I played the song until I am so fed-up now!!! But...I just hope that tomorrow everything works out well! Ok, I gotta go! Byez!

Youth Day!

2006-06-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

Yay! Tomorrow is Youth Day! But I still got extra yangqin lessons. Sigh...but anyway, it still can be a happy day! ^_^ And, Monday is a scheduled school holiday! I can go and watch movie with my sister! Yay! But then...I got tuition... Man...it's like everyday got something to ruin a perfect day hor? Hahax...but that's life. But...tuesday is back to school...and I will see my conductor on that day. Sigh...I'm scared. But well, let's get these three days over with a happy and jovial mind. Hahax...anyway, I hope that everyday enjoys their youth day holiday! Must go and watch movie, eat with friends or just have a outing with your friends ah! Me leh...maybe I will lah...hahax...i'm practically just lazy!!! Hahax, anyway, I hope that everybody has a good youth holiday! Talkz to ya guys later!

Sigh...It's still sigh...

2006-06-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

Well, finally Chinese Orchestra is over for today. But I am very disturbed. I was so stressed out just now that I thought of so many stuff...my imagination basically went wild! I won't really touch on details...but I'm very stressed out now. I shall go and relax now! Byez!

Sigh! Now I'm seriously stressed out!

2006-06-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

Sigh...I'm so stressed out! Actually, I think I am stressing myself out! Tomorrow I have decided to go for Chinese Orchestra! I mean...I have missed a lot of practices already...so I think I should go for Chinese Orchestra practice instead! I'm very scared! My conductor is very fierce...and I have missed so many practices! I heard that they have finished another song already. I feel that I am lacking behind so much. I mean...you can't really blame me right? June holiday is supposed to let you go for a holiday...so I am very scared that I will get scolded. But he can't scold me right? I don't know...I'm very scared of him. I thought of just learning the song that my conductor will be teaching tomorrow, then I will come home and practice on that song that I have not learnt. I am just very scared that he will scold me. Every time he scold me, I will cry. So I'm very scared. I don't know who to talk to...to reduce my stress and my fear. What should I do? Somebody help me! Ahhhhhhhh!

Back to school!

2006-06-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

Sigh...tomorrow must go back to school liao!!! Hahax...I'm gonna miss the hoildays! Well...I have been feeling stressed and troubled right? Well, I kinda spoke to my family liao...even though it can't solve anything, but it can make me feel better. I'm glad that my family finally understand my stress and stuff...at least I have their support now! Hahax...anyway, I'm lazy to type out my experience of my holiday this year...so I won't be typing it in my blog. Hahax...I hope everybody has finished their holiday homework and hope that everybody will have fun in school!!! Ok, let's all study hard together!

Ahhhh! I feel terrible!

2006-06-22T18:54:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! I'm finally back from my holiday! And I feel the stress coming to me!!! The stress of all the things and stuff that I have to handle when I go back to school. Let me give an example. Like on Tuesdays, I have Chinese Orchestra practice. However, as I have signed up for a entrepeneurship programme, the last session will be held this coming Tuesday. So, I don't know which one to go for. I have missed 5 practices for Chinese Orchestra as I went for holiday. Then, there must be a certain limit mah. I must go back and practice. So, I don't know what to do. Can somebody tell me what to do?

Hi everybody!

2006-06-22T00:57:00.000-07:00

Harloz everybody! So So sorrie that I so long never update my blog. Haha...so sorry ah! Anyway, I have finally put a new and nicer blog skin up. Hope you guys will like it too...and hope you guys will continue to come and read my blog. Thanks!

Sigh~ I'm troubled~ Somebody help me!!!

2006-05-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

Sigh...I'm so troubled. Rather, i'm making myself feel troubled. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i am so busy...and Friday i'm flying off for my holiday. Of course, I am very excited about my holiday, and i'm really looking forward for the coming Friday to arrive. However, it seems that i have lot's of 'test' and 'obstacles' as I so deem as before Friday comes.

Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i have to return to school for a entrepeneur programme that I have signed up for...not really my choice to sign up...my father wanted to me to sign up as he thinks that it would really help me in the future. I thought it would be a whole day programme for three days...but to my surprise, it is only from 9.30am to 1pm. Only about three and a half hours. I was kinda relieved...but still...i still have that resentment feeling in my heart and i really feel uncomfortable. To top it off, on thursday, I have Chinese Orchestra Practice. I mean...I don't really feel like going. My programme finishes at 1pm then my chinese orchestra practice starts at 2pm. I guess I have no choice but to ask my mother to bring me some food when my programme ends and I will eat in school. My chinese orchestra practice will end at 5pm. Total of three hours. Man...I really don't want to go!!! I am kinda scared about my conductor...because he is really fierce...i have kinda cried in front of him...sigh...i don't wanna go! I don't want to feel that resentment in my heart...i wanna let it go. My holiday is the next day, really a spoilsport. I guess I also don't wanna go because I don't wanna see my conductor. Sigh...tell me...somebody...can you tell me what to do? Please tell me! Help me!

Tao Inspiration - Chapter 2

2006-05-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

Tao Te Ching Chapter 2

Ugliness arises
When everybody knows what is beautiful.
Evil emerges
When all recognises what is good.
Thus, being and nothingness create each other.
Difficulty and ease depend on each other.
Long and short are relative.
High and low are mutually inclusive.
Sound and voice are harmonious.
Front and back follow each other.
Thus the sage acts effortlessly,
And teaches not by words.
The myriad things rise and fall unobstructed.
The world is created but not possessed,
Deeds are performed yet not for ostentation.
This is accomplishing without pretension.
Because of such non-pretension,
The accomplishments will never be removed.

Tao Inspiration

2006-05-12T23:45:00.000-07:00

Muahahahaha...I am going to start a "Tao Inspiration Programme". Hahax... So I will type Tao stuff here...see whether you guys can understand...>.<

Tao Te Ching - Chapter 1 [English]

Tao, if articuolable, is not the eternal Tao.
The name, if can be named, is not the eternal name.
Heaven and earth start with no name,
The named is the mother of everything under the sun.
Thus, with a detached mind, you see the secret,
With an interested mind, you see the appearances.
These two grow out the same,
But they are named differently.
They are both mysterious.
Mysterious and ineffable,
They are the essence of all secrets.

《道德经》第一章

道可道，非常道；名可名，非常名。
无名天地之始；有名万物之母。
故常无，欲以观其妙；常有，欲以观其徼。
此两者，同出而异名，同谓之玄。
玄之又玄，众竗之门。

Ohh...I'm in DEEP TROUBLE!

2006-05-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

Help me!!! Somebody help me!!! Tomorrow is my chinese exam...and our school has this extra thing...about chinese culture and history thing. I was reading the book. Just a few pages and it took me half an hour. Diaoz lor... and ah, super hard to remember. How how how?!? I'm in deep trouble! Very big trouble!!! How? How? How? AHAHAHAH!!! Help me!!!

Wah! Unfair!

2006-05-09T06:14:00.000-07:00

It is so unfair!!! Those people taking Design & Technology don't need to go to school tomorrow because there is no exam for them. Only Home Economics students have a exam paper...then they got more time to study for the chinese paper on Thursday...it is so unfair...then they can wake up later. But maybe it is not that unfair lah, because maybe final-year-exam we also don't have Design & Technology. Sigh...I guess I gotta accept it right? Sigh...and you guys know...these days when I am walking into the school and when I am having my exams...like today during the literature paper, wah...my stomach super duper pain lor. Could not stand it. But still bear until come home lor. I hope it will not happen again... But I made a mistake. I wouldn't comment too much on this incident. Okz lah, I gotta go liao. Bye bye. Hope you guys get good results for your mid-year-exams...if you have mid-year-exams! Ok lah...byez byez! Talkz to ya later!

I'm Troubled!

2006-05-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

Harloz everybody! Today I went to watch my sister perform at the Esplanade Concert Hall. The full orchestra performances was very thrilling and good. Can see that they have trained for very long! Upon listening to the first song, i thought about my current strength and performance in yangqin, and my past when I was playing erhu. I felt so useless. I realised that my yangqin skills are really bad. Perhaps it is partly because I don't practice, but I feel that I do not have the talent to play yangqin. Thinking about my erhu, I thought I should have chosen that in secondary school. However, I thought that if I chose erhu, I will regret that I did not take up yangqin, to try it out and go for it. I'm so fickle-minded aren't I? But well...yangqin is a really wonderful instrument. Hence, I have told myself to practice hard to play the yangqin well! Must support me ah my friends and family! Thanks! Ok lah, I gotta go and sleep liao. Tomorrow got art exam. ~_~ Hope I can do well! Okz, bye. Good night and sweet dreams!

Excited~

2006-05-06T10:10:00.000-07:00

Harloz everybody! Tomorrow I am going to attend my sister's concert. She is in the Chinese Orchestra and like i mentioned before, tomorrow i am gonna go watch her perform. I'm kinda excited. I'm also in the Chinese Orchestra in my school...so i'm wondering what kind of music they will be playing. Hahax...but the bad thing is, tomorrow it will end at about 9.30pm. By the time i get home and stuff, it is already 10pm+...then on monday i got art exam!!! Sigh...just hope that everything will turn out fine. Five more papers to go! Just five more! And I can really play every single second! Yay! Support me ah! Okz lah, I gotta go liao...byez everybody! And thanks for reading my blog!

Harloz~

2006-05-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

harlo everybody! Finally, my blog is reborn! Must come and read ah ok! Hahax...anyway, i gotta go liao lah...type later...see you guys!